Wow, last night was soooooooo awesome!!!!!!! God healed me as soon as I prayed! I was about to go up on stage, i felt horable, I was about to give up, then Rachel and Hannah prayed with me, and it was like, within the next second, i felt fine. I was able to do my Dance Recital. Even with physical injuries. I pulled my whole upper side right before the dance recital. And at the Reahursal, i mest up really bad, fell down cause I was so tired and dizzy from Mono. For thoose of you who didn't know, i've had mono the last 5 weeks or so. I'm recovering now. But whenever I would dance, wiether it was just a simple pratice, or a reahursal or whatever the case, i would be sooo weak, most of the time i was bearly able to dance or do any sort of sport at all. And as soon as my dance was over, i became weak and dizzy again, but it was okay, i was just so glad God had provided thoose 3 minutes. Thoose 3 minutes meant so much to me. And it was so weird how I felt completly normal when I got up on stage.

So lifes been a lot better, a whole lot better. I just hope it'll stay that way. And it's amazing, even though Eric and Sara are gone, i've managed to realize i'm not alone. Ussually when they're gone, and when i'm left alone at home during the summer, that's when I get down the most. But Gods really showed me that i'm never alone. And it's my choice to feel that way. I don't have to, i don't ever have to. And through all of this, through this hard year, something I've seen the most, is how amazing and blessed I am to have the friends I do. None of them have given up on me this year, although i've been selfish, a jerk at times, not made much sense at all, they were and still are there for me to pray for me, encourage me, and support me.

Well I have got to go, I just felt like sharing what happened last night with everybody, It really was amazing. My dance teacher even had the dance planned to where I could drop out if I needed to. They changed the dance moves around and everything, cause nobody thought I could do it. And really, it wasn't me, it was all God. It was an amazing night, thanks for all who have been praying for me, and supporting me!

I love you all very very much! Have an amazing summer, and don't give up.

You'll find many good things at the end of every long road you'll face in life.